Had our weekly prayer meeting today.. God broke my heart again when I prayed for churches in Taiwan and Shin Zhuang. Every time when I prayed for churches in Shin Zhuang(including ours)my heart just broke and groans before the Lord, most of the time I am really without 'word' in my prayer and all I could do is groan coz the burden is so deep and heavy, I really can't find the right word to express what's in my heart.
This 'burden' burning deep in my heart is the driving force of my life, ministry, dreams, thoughts, and everything that i do every single day. This is what fuel my life!! I eat and sleep with this thing, when i am awake or when i am asleep -- it's there!!! It may sound CRAZY but it's so REAL!!!! This is also the reason why i am really CRAZY about REVIVAL and 'CHURCH GROWTH'
Even though people may advice me not to be too aggressive or to slow down in my pace or in other word to 'CONSOLIDATE' . Did somebody just say consolidate??? Man, that is a SCARY word even though it may sound 'spiritual'. Some says ' Be satisfied in what you have now'. Hey! That sounds even better!!!! Yes, I really praise and thank God for what He is doing in our midst but.......
How can I be satisfied when i still see people out there (especially young people who has great future ahead..) living under the bondage and being a SLAVES to Satan instead of being SONS to the King of Kings and Lord of Lords?
How can I be satisfied when I see churches becoming weaker and weaker as days goes by and loosing it's flavor in our society that we are suppose to impact?
How can I be satisfied when 97% of our neighbor is heading toward the lake of fire? Even worst, out of 3% Christians, how many are living a VICTORIOUS Christian life?
How can I be satisfied when we proclaimed that church is the HOUSE OF GOD and in this 'HOUSE’we do not find God?
How can I be satisfied when we says we believe that God is IMMANUEL God and people cannot feel his PRESENCE in church anymore?
How can I be satisfied when we preached that God is Jehovah Jireh(our Provider) but churches are in lack and providing our society with 3rd grades stuffs?
How can I be satisfied when we rejoice over Jesus’ resurrection on Easter Sunday but the rest of the Sundays we act like Jesus is still buried in the tomb?
How can I be satisfied when after knowing the heart of God in verses like –
2 Peter 3:9 ……不願有一人沉淪，乃願人人都悔改。
1Ti 2:4 他願意萬人得救，明白真道。
Mar 16:15 他又對他們說：「你們往普天下去，傳福音給萬民（萬民：原文作凡受造的）聽。
Mat 28:19 所以，你們要去，使萬民作我的門徒，奉父、子、聖靈的名給他們施洗（或作：給他 們施洗，歸於父、子、聖靈的名）。
Mat 28:20 凡我所吩咐你們的，都教訓他們遵守，我就常與你們同在，直到世界的末了。」
We can still sleep in our couch and care not for the LOST?
How can I be satisfied when after doing the bible study on Matt 22:37-39 (Great Commandment)
Mat 22:37 耶穌對他說：「你要盡心、盡性、盡意愛主你的神。
Mat 22:38 這是誡命中的第一，且是最大的。
Mat 22:39 其次也相仿，就是要愛人如己。
Our hearts are as hard as rock towards God and cold as glaciers towards men?
How I can be satisfied and not be aggressive when I know deep down in my heart that these are not FANTASY but REALITY?
BUT..... I believe with all my heart, God is raising up this new generation of young people to be Joseph' generation, Joshua' generation, Gideon' generation, David' generation, most of to be JESUS' generation to defeat the works of devils, to plunder hell and populate heaven, to regain the KEY and to unlock the greatest REVIVAL the world has ever seen. AMEN!!!
We are going to see His GLORY in His HOUSE
We are going to see His PRESENCE in His HOUSE
We are going to see His POWER in His HOUSE
We are going to see His PURITY in His HOUSE
We are going to see His PEACE in His HOUSE
We are going to see His KINGDOM come and His WILL be done here on earth as it is in heaven. AMEN!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Father, i have one life to live, let me live if for your glory.
May this life be a living sacrifice unto you that is pure and pleasing in your sight,
Father, take all of me, let my life be a drink offering being poured out on the alter.
Here i am God, giving myself for the cause of your work, mold me, change me so that i can be an empty vessel in your hands.
Oh God! use me, use me to raise up an army of young people that will take our generation by the power of your Spirit.
God, multiply whatever that is in my hands to be a blessing to this generation.
Father, i need you in my life coz i am nothing without you.
It's not what i can do but it's what you can do,
It's not what i have but it's what you have,
Let it be all about you JESUS!!!!
Amen!!!!!!
